no need to read this.. i just thought i'd write some of this stuff down.

just being. knowing and being. the unknown things are fun... but i want reassurance. i want what they have... i want the ability to just BE in someone's presence and have that be enough. to know things and have that friend be there before the lover. the lover is a want..its a desire. the friend is a comfort, its a need. i want that. i want that lover inside the friend... and i want them to want the same.
the ability to enjoy and love just BEING with that person.. being in their presence.. that is the pure genuine love i seek. knowing someone so well you are best friends. you are lovers.. but its two in the same and its hard to tell where the lines separate. and there's that bond.. that special "spark" (not mocking you) or connection between the two that meshes the two personalities into one... mmmm ♥
pure love.

OKAY there's more to come kids. more to come.
also, please comment on the stuff so far. if you don't agree, make an argument. if you agree, tell me why.